I actually miss the endless days of working my ass off. Sigh.

Many would tell me I'm crazy or pushing the reverse button when I tell them I need to work like a donkey again. Many told me that I'm already living my vision. True, the vision I had few years ago. Very few understand where I'm coming from and how has the slow-paced years felt to me. I want to push myself harder.

Two years ago when I chose this path, I closed many doors but of course, opening up a few new ones. It is difficult digesting the fact that it is irreversible and looking back, my growth rate has slowed down tremendously. I took pride in many of my talents and most of all, speed -- but these few years have made me complacent.

I figured, it's time.






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