Different? PrettiER??? UgliER???

Hey you guys out there.

I have no idea why so many of you tells me that I look very different, or some may say I look prettier/uglier.

Firstly, most of you seldom see me without specs, hence, you may tend to think that I look very different. And some of you may think that I look "prettier" with specs or sometimes without specs. "... ey, so that means I don't look good sometimes la??"

"Wanna die ar?"

Now you know how different I am.

Secondly, I HAVE NEVER UNDERGONE PLASTIC SURGERY.

"ManZ, I wish I had the money." *stomps feet on ground and scream terribly to vent anger*

I definitely still look the same. My NS mates keep telling me that I look different, for goodness sake. The one you saw in NS is somebody who doesn't have her facial masks with her, her 'ka-cang'(weapons) with her, and doesn't own an image at all. Now that I'm out here, being in the Marketing world, I do everything to be presentable. In other words, things have changed.

Thirdly, my aunties always tell me, "aiyoh... you go on diet la.... aiyah... wasted la..."

WAT!!!!!!!! WAT WASTED!!!! It's still me, OK? I don't need a good figure to be pretty~ kekeke... I forgot who I argued with, but what I remember was my conclusion : We were all made to be beautiful in His eyes, so why bother to be prettier??

That's my excuse for not maintaining my figure, can?

Everytime I see visit somebody who has first seen me 5/6 years ago (don't meet me often, but met me in between of the period), they'll say the same thing:

"Wah, so big sized already ar?" or "Wah, fat already~"

I will be like, "errr..... ya loh..."

This is because the first impression I gave them was the tinny-winny me who had yet to come across puberty. Ey, common sense will tell you why I look different la.............

Next and No.4,

I would appreciate a friend more when he/she appreciates my inner beauty more. NO matter how much my outer appearance has changed, I will still be the same to him/her.

In conclusion, commenting on whether I am prettier or uglier is not offensive. It's just that there are reasons why you guys think this way. And the above are reasons why you think that way, and what I think of it. I'm fine with it ok?

I'm beginning to cherish myself more and more. I used to forego everything in my life and put myself next to HIM, and give HIM the priority. I have never learnt how to cherish my life and people around me. Now that HE is totally out of the picture, I realize how stupid I was last time. I will never do those stupid things again. ISH.

I just love the way I am now. =) *Biggy smiles!!*